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Inside my head
« Thread started on: Jul 8th, 2004, 7:05pm » |
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July 8th
I just came back to hogwarts yesturday. I missed it here so much, but its like theres a lot of things different. Its really hard to explain. I mean, theres so many new things going on that I don't really know what to do. But hogwarts is my home. I only have this year and next year, and then I'm on my own. The real world. No more people to guide me. On my own
*pauses at the thought*
Eh, whatever. I put my name in the goblet today. I'm really nervous. Oh and I was so happy to see VIk yesturday. I love him so much. He really helps me throguh things. I can tell him anything.
I also met new people yestrday. Jayden and Kadeus seem like really nice people. Bill is also nice too. I also visited Aleane and Lily in the Hospital wing, and went to Oliver's grave.
*sighs*
Well, hogwarts is changing, and I better change with it.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #1 on: Jul 9th, 2004, 01:19am » |
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July 9th
Well, its officially the 9th I guess, even though its just after midnight. I just can't seem to sleep. Lily got better today and I just got back from the great hall talking to her. I just have a feeling that she and james should be together! However, after what happened today I don't think that will EVER work. She has this thing with Bill and- uhh i'm never leaving for two weeks ever again! There are so many personal things going on and I just have to but my big fat head into them! Why don't I just worry about myself? me? PAV?
I know why...because I have friends who i need to be there for.
ERRG but i just feel like sometimes I'm being to nosy and...and...ahh!
ok i'm calm now. I guess its just the fact that ive been separated from this hogwarts for what seemed like an eternity but was only a few weeks. ahhh im such a drama queen! why do I even put up with myself? I hope I see Vik tommorro. I didnt see him all day.
Maybe someday I can be less drama and more myself. That's what I hate most about me. even writing this i feel like im being over dramatic so I'm just going to stop writing now. 'night!
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later~~~~~~~
Well i just got back from taking a walk in the courtyard with Vik. I love him so much. I was in sort of a bad mood today, as you can probably tell from my last entry. But, after I saw him, i just got happy. We were talking about the dumbest things and I had the best time i've had since i returned. I seriously don't know what i would do without him. maybe i'll make a section just for him in this journal. He's like my best friend, my counselor, my gaurdian angel, and the love of my life all rolled into one. If by some chance you happen to read this, vik, just know that I seriously don;t know what I would do if you weren't here. Ah i'm in such a better mood than i was in a couple hours ago!!
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #2 on: Jul 10th, 2004, 12:18am » |
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July 10th
Ok well its just after midnight so I guess I can start a new day. I really write a lot in this journal! Today was a lot of fun...well actually it was yesturday but same thing. I had so much fun with James and Kadeus in the great hall, playing tricks on snape, crabbe, and goyle. Kadeus is a really nice person once you get to know him. James is his old hilarious self, and I still think he should get back with lily, but neither of them will hear anything of it! Ah well, they'll see in time that they were meant for each other. Can't wait till that day! I can hear them now..."Oh Pav you were so right and we were wrong wrong wrong!!" haha oh well today was awesome and I am never gonna forget Snape's face when james put him in a pink nightie!
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #3 on: Jul 12th, 2004, 01:55am » |
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July 12th
Ok wel Lily and James and over. Completely. She's with Bill now and even though I still have that little feeling that sayd lil and james were meant for each other, I coulndt be happier for lil and bill. Bill's love confession was the sweetest thing I have ever heard in my life...so sweet that I went and love confessed to vik...even though its not the same because he knows i love him already. We danced in the courtyard today. It was so awesome. He's such a cutie, that one is. Cute, hot, nice, funny, ahhh you've heard me go on and on about Vik enough so I'll leave it at cute, hot, nice, and funny...not to mention smart, supportive, and completely AWESOME!!
SO Lil and BIll are going to get married...I hope that follows through. Ah, but I just can't help this little feeling about her and james. But lily and Bill are like seriously in love. You sould see them!! It makes me wanna cry its so beautiful. I'm glad Lily listened to her heart.
Oh and I talked to Gin for the first time since i got back... She's like my best friend. Haha that Weasley charm works on friends too I guess.
Ok well that's it for now. Toodles!
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #4 on: Jul 13th, 2004, 3:21pm » |
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July 13th
OK so SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED!!!
-I met this new girl Karri. She is already one of my good friends and I think we're gonna have a lot of fun this year. She's cool. Hope she makes it to gryffindor!
-James went totally mental in the great hall today. I wasn't there to help, but when I got there Lil, Gin, Aleane, and Fenix had all been attacked and were unconcious in the hospital wing. I cannot stand James now and I don't know how I ever trusted him.
-Lil, aleane, and fenix woke up...but Gin's still unconcius. I'm getting really worried.
-I got to help out in the hospital wing...giving out potions and stuff...it made me feel a little better about not being there during the attacks...although I wish i would have been there...maybe i could have helped.
-Sabrina was attacked by Voldmort and I found her fainted in the hospital wing. She got better, but it was still scary to see and unconsious person on the ground with no one in sight.
Well I think that's about it. What a day. I feel so horrible that I wasn't there for the attacks. All my friends were attacked...and I might have been able to have done at least something. I hope James gets put in azkaban for this...even though he probably won't. Kadeus is really upset, and I don't blame him. I miss the old james...he was really a good guy. I think he just went crazy.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #5 on: Jul 16th, 2004, 11:12pm » |
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July 16th
Ok theres a lot of stuff that happened in the past few days. I'll start from the beggining. Dumbledore liked my idea about starting a drama club, and we're putting on "The Sound of Music". Auditions were tonight! I'm so excited.
Ok well heres the scary part. A couple days ago a boy was dragged into the whomping willow. Kadeus and I went under the tree save him. We ran into a Minotaur. It pounced and dragged me into this cave thing. My legs were totally destroyed, and the minotaur smacked me hard in the head. Everything went blury, as I saw the stinger right abouve my forehead. It was up and ready to sting, when I heard Kadeus screaming in...it was distant...and then I passed out. I was apparently in the hopital wing unconious for a few days. Kadeus saved my life and I owe him everything. After I fell unconcious, he was slammed into the wall and was injured badly. Luckily, we are both out of the hospital wing now.
I talked to James and he's back to his old self. I am so glad. I missed the old James so much...now we can have fun just like the good old days! He was the one that healed me in the hospital wing...also Vik gave me a potion. I love Vik!
Dri came back as well while I was unconcious. I missed her!
And last but not least....bum ba ba BUUUMMMM!!! Dumbledore asked me to be the new head girl! I accepted, so now I get to give people detentions and stuff, even though I probably never would. I'm not really that kind of person. Anyway it's pretty cool!
Well, that's it. I think I'm going to go to the courtyard and look for Vik.
Toodles!
********later******
Oh i forgot one thing! I made Chaser for the Appleby Arrows Team for quidditch!! I also made Beater for the gryffindor house team.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #6 on: Jul 19th, 2004, 01:21am » |
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July 19th
VIk asked me to marry him!! I accepted, even though we're going to wait until after gradutation and we get our lives together. I'm so happy!!
On a sadder note, Voldmort has killed a man. I don't know how, I don't know exactly when, but the thing is that he was in this school. That's what scares me.
Now for another happy note. Pete's transfering to here! He'll be here in a couple days. I guess its my job as his older sister to show him the ropes and all. Hope we don't wind up killing each other by the end of the year!
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #7 on: Jul 26th, 2004, 3:22pm » |
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July 26th
Well I havent written in awhile...thats because nothing much has happened. Pete came about a day after i last wrote. he's making friends quick. He's even got a girlfriend! It's so sweet...he's going with Aleane. I was so excited! I'm glad Pete likes it here.
Fleur came back as well! I missed her a lot...now it will be just like the good old days with me, her, and Gin reunited. And it will be even better with Lil and Jay thrown into the mix!
Ok another thing: There is SO MUCH DRAMA going on at this school. Dri thinks that everyone is mad at her, Lil is annoyed at everyone following her every move...actually i would be too by now...Lil is mad at Dri, Sabrina hates lily, and Aleane and Keish are mad at Lil too, or at least I think. There was this fight that I only caught briefly. No one got hurt, but there were a lot of words thrown around. I just want it all to stop! The bad part is that I'm friends with lil, dri, keish, aleane, and sabrina. And they're about to kill each other! Also, being head girl, i have to give out detentions if things get out of hand. That's the part i don't want to get too. I think i'm just gonna stay out of it all, unless things REALLY get out of hand.
Alright that's it for now. I'll write some more if anything else happens. later.
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~*I <3 Marik!*~
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #8 on: Aug 2nd, 2004, 7:11pm » |
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August 2nd
Well everything has fixed itself. Sabrina and Leane ad everyone else is cool with Lil. I'm so glad. Jay is getting married too!!! I'm so excited. She's marrying miss Mickabricks brother Drault. I don't know him very well, but he seems like a nice guy. Oh, and Lil'ys daughter Missy is here now. SHe's a third year and made gryffindor!!
On a less happy note, Vik got Rolf, and I got Maria. I was hoping for Vik to get Geirg, but Ron did. Ron's a nice guy...but let's face it, i'd rather be kissing Vik onstage. I'm trying to keep cool about the fact, say that everythings alright, but inside I'm really dissapointed.
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*Just simply Pav*
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #9 on: Aug 3rd, 2004, 3:55pm » |
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August 3rd
Ron and Vik got into a fight. A REAL fight, and a stupid one, I came in and yelled at both of them, and VIk is now mad at me. I love him so much...I just didn't know he was the fighting type. I think we broke up, but I don't even know. It was jsut a quick stupid little thing. I need to talk to him.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #10 on: Aug 5th, 2004, 1:45pm » |
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August 5th
Well, Viktor and I are over. Not "officially", but we're sort of "on a break" as he put it. At first I was heart broken. Like, extremely sad. But now that I think about it, I am my own person, and I don't need anyone to make me who I am. With or without Viktor, I'm still Pav. I don't know if we'll ever hook up again, only time will tell. I guess deep down I still love him, but I haven't really known any love besides his. Who knows...maybe theres someone else out there for me.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #11 on: Aug 8th, 2004, 11:53pm » |
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August 7th
Kadeus' cousin Marik came to visit him and Jay. I met him in the leaky Cauldron, then saw him again at Hogwarts. We took a walk in the forest and talked for a long time. The biggest thing-I told him my secret. The story I've never told anyone in my life. I don't know why, but I told him everything...every painful detail that I remember. I felt I could trust him, even though I had only known him for about a day. After we talked, it was as if a huge load had suddenly been lifted from me. And what he said after we talked...it just made me so happy. Even though I only just met him, he already made a difference in my life. I think he'll become one of my good friends.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #12 on: Aug 15th, 2004, 11:51pm » |
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August 15th
Not much has happened lately. Me and Vik are over for good. He just so confusing and makes me angry! He told me he liked another girl but still liked me and I just don't want to deal with him anymore. This happened awhile ago.
Gin and Kadeus are getting married, and so are Seto and Katie! It's like the best news I've ever heard. hey are all such great people and I love them all to pieces. AND i just found out that Seto's a prince and Katie's going to be a princess! Isn't that the coolest thing?
Alright...one more thing. For the past week maybe, everyone's been saying that I like Marik, as in more than a friend, and I wouldn't believe them. But I just met Seto's sister, and she could tell that I liked him right off the bat. And now I believe it. I like Marik, and It's the first time I've been able to admit it, its the first time I've realized it myself.
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #13 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 10:43pm » |
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August 30th
Alright, my whole life is different. And I mean DIFFERENT! Ok, well since last time i wrote, Marik asked me out. We're perfect and I love him more than anything.
Then, I met this little girl named Zomphia. She's only two years old, and I love her too. I'm going to adopt her! Dun dun da dun!!! I'm going to be a MOMMY!!! I'm so excited.
Alright, so then I told Marik about my decision, and he thought it was great. He even invited us to stay at his house in the Ayen forest, which is BEAUTIFUL by the way. Then, something great happened. Marik asked me to marry him! And I said yes! Even though we've only been together for a short time...theres this spark. I know It will be great.
Soo I'm going to be a Mom and a wife. Wow. Life is good!
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Re: Inside my head
« Reply #14 on: Oct 24th, 2004, 7:00pm » |
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WOW life is great. Don't take it all for granted though, you never know what may happen. Enjoy it while it lasts. Good luck!
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