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Siphoning off my thoughts...
« Thread started on: Jul 5th, 2004, 7:34pm » |
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I wanted a Pensieve, but I couldn't get one so this will have to do. It's my first day here. I'm not quite sure what to think about this place yet. It's too early. My sister loves it here, so maybe I will too.
Dad says we need to develop our powers better so that's why we're here. Mom's so happy we both go accepted, although Dad doesn't like us using wands cause we don't need them, but it makes Mom happy.*smiles* I miss home already. I'd much rather be in a forest, although I saw a pretty nice looking one going around the school...can't wait to explore it. I hope it dangerous.
I do like being here with my sister. I didn't like her being so far away from home with out any family near by. She's a pretty cool sis. We fight every now and then,but she looks out for me so it's ok. *sighs* Oh well, I guess I'd better go and see If I can run in to her somewhere.
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« Reply #1 on: Jul 6th, 2004, 06:07am » |
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Hmmm, I got through my first day here. I don't know about this school yet. It's still a mystery to me. I met some of Jayden's friends, they are pretty ok people. I found some great trees on the school grounds. I guess I can live the how strange this place is since they have a good atmosphere. I'd still rather be home, but I'm going to give it at least a week for my sister's sake.
*sighs* Anyway, I've signed up for classes. I have Transfiguration, DADA, Potions, and I haven't figured out what else I want. My sis will be an animagus soon. That's kinda cool. Anyway, I've got to go.
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« Reply #2 on: Jul 7th, 2004, 3:51pm » |
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Hmm, I'm still not completely ok with this place, but It's ok. I guess I can deal with it. The are some interesting things going on around here. Like two girls were petrified. That's really odd. But then again so is this school. I'm writing this in my new favorite tree. I like doing my work up here cause I can see things at a better view. The two girls were my sister's friends. I feel sorry for her, but Madam Pomfrey said everything would be ok. I have tons of homework. which what I'm also doing. I met this guy named Bill. He's cool. I like his style. Him and I will probably be friends. Anyway I better get back to my homework.
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« Reply #3 on: Jul 7th, 2004, 10:19pm » |
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Hmmm...I still like the trees here. People probably think I'm odd, but that's ok cause I probably think the same about them. I met this guy named James, he's cool like Bill. I hope I'm like them when I get older. I'm going to go sit in a tree in the forest for a bit. I'll write more later.
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« Reply #4 on: Jul 8th, 2004, 2:57pm » |
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Hmmm, today has been an ok day. I hung around with my sis for a bit then I went to the forbbiden forest and almost got attacked by a panther. Awesome huh? It's turned out to be someone in thier animagus form. Oh well I'm sure there are more dangers in there. I guess I can deal with this place for awhile. The food is pretty good.
I got a letter from home. I live in a forest in France. My mom says that everyone's doing good. I'm glad everyone's ok. I might try and see my if my best friend Seto Kelpen wants to come and visit the school. He might like it here. I don't know, but I'm going to ask him. It's be nice to have him here. I like my classes, they are ok. Advance care of magical creatures might be my favorite!
I joined the dueling team. It might be cool. My sister made one of the International Quidditch teams. That should be cool to see. She also got a job as recpetionist at the Hospital. Neat huh? Well, I still have some homework to do so....
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« Reply #5 on: Jul 10th, 2004, 12:35am » |
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Well, today was a pretty cool day. I got to hang with Bill and he talk me stuff about girls and then I got to hang with James and he taught he things the Marauder's way. I have this awesome map and everything. Plus I have all these sweets to eat. Oh yea!
I got another letter from home. My best bud Seto said he'll think about about coming here and checking things out. I hope he does I have a lot to show him. Yea, I guess I've decided that it's not so bad here once you meet the right people. I can't wait to hide in trees and jinks people. lol. Too funny! Now my sister's saying there are some girls that think I'm cute. I was like....oh really? interesting. I mean what am I suppose to say? That's why I'm talking to Bill. He cool! I like to think of James and Bill as mentors. I'm glad I met them. There's this one tree in the forest it's awesome! it's branches are so dense you can't see anyone hiding in it. Hee hee!
You know a funny thing happened to me the other day. I was in the forest talking to that Luna girl when the forest started talking to me. It said something about a dark power steadily rising...What the heck does that mean? Luna said it might be talking about the he-who-must-not-be-named guy, but who knows. I just listen to the forest I can't always explain it. Well, that's all for now. See ya!
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« Reply #6 on: Jul 10th, 2004, 8:30pm » |
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Well I just got Seto's letter. He's decided to come here. Oh boy I hope he gets in. Then we can have some fun. lol. I'm one year older than him, but we get along as if we were brothers. He's a full blooded elf. He lived near me in France. Anyway, today was an ok day. I walked around Hogsmeade a little today. I'm going to go that that joke shop the have there and buy some supplies for when Seto gets here.
My sis is like Oh no..he's coming. lol. I like annoying her sometimes. I can't wait to show him some of the cool stuff I've found in the forest.
Anyway, I've finished my homework finally whichs means I can goof out for awhile. Hee Hee. Well, it's a nice day out side so I think I'll take a stroll through the forest. Bye.
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« Reply #7 on: Jul 20th, 2004, 02:02am » |
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Hmm it's been a while since I've written in here. There's just so much going on in my head right now that I don't think I can get it all down. Ok, Seto's here!!!! It's the best having him here. I can tell him everything. He knows all my secrets. And I know all his. He's dating Katie Bell. That's really cool. He likes her alot. Trust me we talked about it. He's wanted to talk to her since he first met her.
He better not tell anyone who I like. It's our code. Although I have this strange feeling that people know who I like...*blushes* She's great! But I don't know if she notices me yet? I have to try harder, but sometimes I get tongue tied. *sighs* I'll figure it out. My classes are going pretty good. I really like Herbology.
Pav and I were put in the hospital wing the other day because of a manticore. She says I saved her life, but Pav's a good friend. I'd do anything for my friends. I don't want to be a hero I just want to be a good friend. Ms. Nickabrick almost gave her life to save me. She's awesome. I owe her my life.
Seto and I have been talking a bunch about girls and stuff lately. Gosh, if I could just tell her. If I could just talk to her......it's hard. I play it off pretty good. I keep it on a friend bases. I can't let her know yet. I'm not ready I might screw up. lol.
James is back to himself. I'm so happy. I think of him as one of my best friends. I'm glad he's back. Well I've got some homework to take care of and I hear someone coming.
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« Reply #8 on: Jul 23rd, 2004, 11:54am » |
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Well what can I say.....Oh yeah!!! Ginny noticed me!!! Wow! I feel like it was all just a dream. I seriously don't believe it happened. I hope I see her again today. *blushes* I really like her. I hope eventually she will like me once she gets to know me. I'm trying not to be too nervous around her, but it's so hard cause she's so pretty....*blushes*
Seto is crazy about Katie. They are really great together. I hope it works out for them. Guess what? Ginny asked me to be her date to Bill and Lil's wedding.........I almost fainted. I couldn't believe she was talking to me...I said yes, but that's not the best part.....she...she
*sighs*
She kissed me! I fell out of the tree! lol. It was great! I've sent an owl to Dumbledore to ask him if he and I could talk about something invovling me. Don't worry I'll tell you about it once I talk to him.
*smiles*
I'm so happy. I can't stop smiling. I never thought in a million years Ginny would talk to me! This is the greatest!
*pauses*
Dri kind of got upset with me yesterday. I truly sorry about that. I didn't mean to cause trouble. It's just that I've liked Ginny for a while now. And she's talking to me...my mind is racing. *sighs* I hope Dri will still be my friend.
So um...oh yeah! I got a letter from home today! Everyone's doing good. They miss me, Jay, and Seto! I kind of miss home, but I'll be fine. I'm still thinking about last night. Noway it happened. Wait until I tell Seto everything! Jay doesn't even know yet. I can't wait to tell her!!!
*smiles*
I feel like climbing every tree I see I'm so happy!
*pauses*
I don't know what to say....Ginny is so beautiful.....she leaves me speeches......
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« Reply #9 on: Jul 28th, 2004, 01:53am » |
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I'm relaxing a bit and I figured I'd write some. How are things going you ask?....well...um....duh! Awesome as ever! It's all because of Ginny. I'm trying to get to know her better so she will feel more comfortable around me.
But wait...before I talk about Ginny guess what? Seto and I where having a best friend moment today.....*smiles* He's totally in love with Katie. I'm serious. He says he's fallin for her beauty and personality and he hopes he's good enough for her. He's afraid she'll dump him for someone better. I told him...I said..Seto, mate! She's crazy about you too. Stop worry and just love her with all you have.
I really really like Gin. She's taken my heart and I hope someday I can have hers. Man, all this love in the air...let's see...
Seto and Katie...in love...
Bill and Lil...madly in love...
Pav and Vik...madly in love...
Aleane and Peter...puppy love...
My sister and Drault...new love, maybe...
Ginny and I...well....I think we are trying to figure it out...*blushes*
Well, I hope everyone is happy together. Weddings seem to be on everyone's minds. I'm nervous about being Gin's date. I don't want to bore her or anything.*smiles nervously.* When she looks at me some times I freeze. *sighs* I never thought I could be so happy. Hmm....I wonder what she thinks of me? What do you think journal?....
*nods his head*
Yea, I guess we'll find out later. I don't mind waiting. I'd wait for her forever! *pauses* Oh I went home for the weekend! It was long!!! I'm not saying it wasn't a good trip. I missed home and my family very much. Everything was as I remembered it. Quiet and beautiful. They are all doing wonderful. I told mom and dad about gin. They said they hope things work out and they hope they get to meet her someday. Wouldn't that be something?
Things around here are getting crazy. People are getting into so many fights it's riddculus! I wonder why we have all this tension towards each other when we need to be coming together to protect ourselves. *sighs* Sometimes humans do crazy things.....I'm glad I'm an elf. Peacefulness is what we need. Oh well, I hope we all get along soon. Of course that will probably be a miracle........
Hey I've got to go......I'm getting ready to take a stroll with Gin...maybe I should officially ask her to be my girlfriend? I mean I know she pretty much asked, but I want to make sure..... What do you think I should do?...*pauses* yea...ok...we'll see if I can get up the courage.....bye
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« Reply #10 on: Jul 29th, 2004, 12:49am » |
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Guess what journal? I did it! I gathered up the courage to ask Ginny out! And she said yes! It's was beautiful to hear! I'm...I....I think I'm going to pass out.....
I'm ok...I'm ok....just in shock! Me and Ginny! I hope I can make her happy.....I feel like climbing every tree around me! I'm so happy and shocked. I just want to kiss her and enjoy her beauty all the time.....wait until Jay finds out! She's going to flip....
I've got to go find Seto! Bye!
Oh yea one more thing....
Ki jo turiame....I'll tell you what that means when the time is right....*winks*
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« Reply #11 on: Aug 1st, 2004, 3:50pm » |
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Hey journal guess what? I got a letter from my cousin Marik! He's coming to visit. He says Jayden asked him to come visit and meet everyone. Marik's a cool cousin to have. He's a full blooded elf like Seto. Marik's 21, I believe. It's been a year since I've seen him. Everyone always told us we kind of looked alike, but we never believed them. *shurgs*
He tells the best jokes! He travels to all parts of the world, mostly tot eh forest. And no one can inturrpet the nature better than him. Man, I can't wait to hang out with him. Seto is going to be so happy. He looks up to Marik. Jay didn't even tell me he was coming.
Seto got a letter from his dad today.....wasn't a nice one. I swear Seto's dad needs to lay off a bit. But Seto just crumbled the letter up and burned it. He says who cares what my father has to say. He never understands me. *sighs*
*smiles*
I wonder where Ginny is? I haven't seen her today. I think I'll go sit in a tree for a bit. Maybe she'll wonder by. Well, I'm off to find a tree. Bye
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« Reply #12 on: Aug 11th, 2004, 1:18pm » |
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Hey journal, sorry I've kind of neglected you, but somedays I just don't feel like wirting. You understand right?
Well Gin and I got kind of mad at each other, but we're ok now. I just hardly ever get to see her. I miss her lot. I'm kind of lonely....
*sighs*
No new updates about Bill and Lil's wedding. Bill's worried that Lil's changed her mind about wanting to marry him. I told him he's crazy, but you know Bill. *shakes his head* Oh Guess what! Charlie and Nessa-Rose are married now. They had a small quiet wedding at their house. Isn't that odd that Bill and Lil were the first to get engaged and it seems like they are going to be the last to get married.....
Oh and guess what else? Nessa-Rose is pregant...............with twins! When Charlie told me I fell out on my chair. Twins! Wow! *blushes* Well I finally got to meet Gin's mom, but it wasn't in the best situation. She kind of caught us in Gin's room. We were just talking and kissing, but the fact that I was in her room and on her bed didn't look to good to Mrs. Weasley. *blushes*..........
School's going pretty good. I found this um....odd room on the fifth floor. I can't explain it right now I have to check things out first. Oh yeah! My cousin Marik's here! He's changed his look since the last time I saw him. He's really cool. I think everyone likes him, which is good. He seems to be enjoying himself here. I hope he doesn't deicide to leave anytime soon. Him and his girlfriend back home just broke up. He told me about her letter. *shrugs* I told him oh well look on the bright side your single and here with lots of girls to choose from....you know I think he's like the only single guy that hasn't caught some girl's eye yet, but Marik's not one to flirt or anything with a girl. He just kind of sits there and stares at them and trys to be their friend and hopes they start to like him. lol. Whatever works for him.
Seto's really in love with Katie....I'm talking serious. He and I were talking yesterday and well, let's just say his mind has been wondering towards marriage and her a bunch. I was like well think it through. Don't rush into anything she loves you and she'll wait until the time is right. I don't even have to tell you how I feel about Ginny. Everyone should know that.
*pauses* I just want to be sure she's crazy about me too...I mean I love her and I don't want to keep her from other guys if that's what she wants.....I want to see her happy....*sighs*
Well, I've got to go Seto's waitiing to talk to me so bye! Oulei hastle ven sorli
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« Reply #13 on: Aug 29th, 2004, 11:57pm » |
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Holy crap! I forgot I had a journal....lol.....sorry about that....my brain's about to burst!
Man, am I ever depressed. I have talked to or seen Gin for days......I miss her like crazy! I went to Ayen for a few days. It cheered me up for awhile.
*smiles*
Sept. 11th she'll become my wife! I hope I can be a good husband.....
*pauses*
Guess what? Marik's got a girlfriend! It's Pav! They look good together.....I'm glad Pav's happy. I think a wedding could be in their future. *smiles* Yami's changed completely for the better. He fell in love with Aubrey Serinity and he doesn't hate humans anymore.
Gin..Gin...Ginny....She's all I think about.....*smiles*
I should be studying for my NEWTs, but I will do that later....I'd rather daydream about Ginny....
*shakes his head an sighs*
Poor poor Bil.....he's screwed! Royaly! Rose is pregnat with twin boys...Bill's twin boys....that's some crazy stuff huh? Bill would never ever cheat on Lil, but supposidly it was like a dream thing or something.....anyway it freaks me out....I don't want it to happen to me....I'd go crazy if I lost Gin..
I saw Bill in town today. He looked rough! I'm trying to help him.....he keeps repeating that he has lost Lil forever.
Poor guy. Poor Lily. I feel so bad for both of them. I wish I could do something to help, but I don't know what.
*an owl drops a note in his lap. reads it*
Oh! I've got to run journal. Bill needs someone to talk to....
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« Reply #14 on: Oct 8th, 2004, 11:12pm » |
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Wow, time flies when you just ummm forget you have a journal! lol. Sorry old friend. I really did forget about you, but that's ok cause I'm writing now and man oh man do I have some stuff to tell you.
Ok, ummm you know I'm engagd to Ginny right? Well see Gin's really really really busy and I understand that, but she missed our wedding and that really hurt. So anyway, I haven't seen her and that's bad because now I've fallen in love with some one else.....Aleane Took. She's always there when I need her and she's so great. Plus she's beautiful, I mean don't get me wrong Ginny is too, but I as I have said I haven't seen her in ages so there's nothing I can do about that.
I mean Aleane's so wonderful to me and I really like her. I just don't know how I'm going to tell Ginny all this when I see her. She'll probably hate me forever...
Ok, enough about me right now let see....Marik is engaged to Pav. Seto and Katie are married...I'll talk about them in a bit...Yami and Aubrey are married and Aubrey is 4 monthes pregnant. Isn't that great?
Hmmm amazingly Lil and Bill worked through the Rose thing. I'm glad for them. They really love each other. Lil a strong girl. My sis tells me that Rose has a crush on someone anyway. His name is Alex. I know him. He's from Beauxbatons Academy of Magic and he's a shape-shifter. Alex is pretty cool, a bit full of himself sometimes, but that's all.
Ok, now as foe Seto and Katie....well everything was going great. They were in marrital paradies and them Seto's family started falling apart and I guess he lost it...shut down and didn't want Katie messing with him.....now me and Aleane are stuck in the middle of all this. I really hope they work this out soon because there's a ball coming up and I want to go with Aleane and be able to hang out with Seto and Katie, but the way things are going I don't think it's going to be that easy....
*pauses*
I've got to go..I hear Seto breaking something in our room....I'll write more later....
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